This may
seem like an extremely obvious statement, but I believe it is so important to
understand and practice Jujutsu as a pursuit of Budo. Last Wednesday at my
Aiki-Jujutsu lesson I was practising for my imminent grading, focussing on my
variations for the Hiji Dori techniques (elbow locks) and thought I was doing
okay. I hadn’t spent much time working on my Hijis but was fairly confident I
understood the mechanics. As I practised my sensei came over and inspected my
form. Then he made a comment I wasn’t expecting – he said my technique looked
“shit”! It was a humbling experience (and just a little disconcerting two days
before my grading), but an important one. As I reflected upon his comment it
opened my eyes to the importance of pursuing Jujutsu not just as a Martial Art
for the dojo but as a Budo for self-protection. As my sensei stressed it must work on the street. If I am
applying an atemi then I need to strike with a sense of conviction and power,
not apathy. My technique should also be spontaneous, at the end of
the day you can’t predict what happens on the street and an attacker is not
always going to telegraph their attack or comply if your technique is too
telegraphed.
I have a long way to go before my Jujutsu
becomes a fully practical Budo, but I now understand the path much more
clearly. Mushin and Zanshin, the concepts of one-mindedness and alertness are two
of the most fundamental principles in Martial Arts – they takes years of
training, but are something to be developed for the improvement of one’s
awareness and ability to react appropriately for your own safety. Ultimately
you don’t want to over analyse the situation otherwise you will not be able to
react in time: reaction is always slower than action. Jujutsu should flow
naturally as an extension of yourself in response to the particular
circumstances of the assault. Jujutsu means the art of yielding and so one’s
self-defence should be in response to the attacker – their energy, their
aggression and the nature of their attack. This at least is my current
understanding of what it means to yield.
The ability to yield and truly
utilise the art of Jujutsu is the pursuit of Budo. Budo is the art of war – it
is not sport, it is not about point scoring, competitions or medals; it is not
for entertainment, it is about doing what is necessary for self-preservation.
Jujutsu in its traditional Japanese form such as Aiki-Jujutsu whether a
derivation of its Daito Ryu or Hakko Ryu form is Budo. Judo and BJJ have
evolved into combat sports with rules and regulations. These have benefits in
themselves but should not be mistaken for Budo. Budo is about living and dying
in the moment – kill or be killed, there are no second chances, no tomorrow, no
next week only the present.
And so I went to my grading trying
to keep all this in perspective. I was far more nervous after my sensei’s
comments two days before and was very self-conscious of my Hiji Dori
techniques. The grading itself felt far more intense than I was anticipating,
but I suspect that was because I felt very anxious. There were only six of us
grading, four white belts and myself and a blue belt. After the Suware waza
(sitting techniques) the white belts left the mat leaving just myself and the
blue belt with our two ukes. Here was a perfect example of developing Mushin –
the mat felt very empty as a dozen eyes scrutinized our form and technique. I
did my best to block out the judges and the spectators and focus solely on my
uke. Some techniques I struggled to remember more than others; as I was grading
for my blue belt I had to perform a total of 30 variations (both left and right
sided). I was very confident in my Kote-gaeshi wrist locks and in my Otoshi’s
(throws) but my mind went blank on some of my Shodan wrist locks as well as my
Aiki’s and my Hiji’s. Eventually they came to mind, but are not quite ingrained
in the muscle memory as they need to be yet.
To my delight I
passed my grading and again was given reassuring encouragement in my display
and aptitude. What encouraged me the most was the most senior ranking Shihan
took me to one side after the presentation of my certificate and told me that
he was so impressed with my variations that he thought they were of a brown
belt standard! I was blown away by such high praise after feeling so anxious
about the whole evening. It feels great to make it to blue belt, I feel I have
crossed a threshold on my path towards black belt but there is still a lot of
room for improvement. I have achieved as much as I can physically achieve in my
time in Jujutsu so far having made and passed every grading available to me;
but it will take many more years of training to practice Jujutsu as Budo.
Practically what do I need to
improve? My kata still needs refining; my foot movement needs much improvement
and my centeredness - to be on-balance when executing a technique, finding my
strength not from my limbs but from my core and taking my uke’s posture more are
the priorities. It is exciting, even exhilarating to see my next steps to
progress as a Jujutsuka and knowing how to reach my goals but it also requires
humility and patience. Sometimes it’s hard not to get carried away with the
culture of grading and obtaining your Dan grade but it is important to hold
everything in perspective. Am I worthy of my rank? A black belt means nothing
if you are not fit to wear it. I hope that when that day comes when I grade for
my black belt that my Jujutsu will truly be Budo and not just a stylised art
form that looks impressive but lacks real effectiveness.
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